::Dont love me It Makes me Love you::

Hurt me
Lie to me
Make me feel like you give a damn and then
Break my heart so you
Give me the same feeling every day on how I miss you and I know that I can’t have you back

Lift this knife onto my skin
Let the blood drip
I don’t need to cry anymore
I have this
How deep do I have to cut to make me fall asleep?
Forever


Have her cloud the thoughts in her head
And think that you can take my innocence
And that I have outer beauty
But you don’t love me for me

Then lift my gun to my body
Make sure that it’s pointed to my head
Make sure that your name is carved into the bullet
I want your name to be the last thing that goes through my mind
Will you help me pull the trigger?

Can you rush me a little more?
Make me fall in love faster?
And give me the painful breeze of it
Oh and then let me fall
Really hard
I’ll just hide my tears from the world
It’s okay, don’t worry
Oh wait you already turned away
Sorry I almost forgot you didn’t care

So can you help me open this bottle?
I hate childproof caps, don’t you?
So how many pills is going to take to kill me?
Or send me to rehab, because I became addicted
What do you think?

Don’t fight your battles when I say something to you
Get your friends to do it for you
It’s okay, don’t admit that you’re obsessed with her
Just go through denial
And confirm my fears that you really are obsessed
You’re just guilty
She’s so much better than me
Having already losing her innocence
And no future
She’s great

Oh yea, don’t go to my funeral
Don’t see all my family and friends crying
It might be awkward for you
Because you’re surrounded by people that actually cared
Don’t look at my name upon the stone
Or the material body that lives under the earth
Because the soul went to hell
Because I couldn’t see the great life that was ahead of me

When you arrive in hell
Don’t look for me
Don’t feel sorry for me
Just burn
And feel the pain that I have to go through
For eternity
And know
That I loved you

So don’t love me, it makes me love you

Reviews

[shinybluestars03]

Wow i loved how you just
poured your whole soul out.
How in some form you punched him
right in the stomach and took out the air
he had. Yes, its painful to see the one you
love with someone other than yourself but
im sure you'll understand that your better off
without him.

Thanks for sharing

Best wishes

[MagicHearted Knight]

This is very heart felt and cathartic piece. Your raw and pure emotion is so very evident throughout you piece. I love the flow it takes.