I miss

A Poem by Shelby Taylor

I really wouldn't call this a poem but its something dear to me

1. Everyday holding a new suprise.
2. Taking delight in the simple things.
3. Not having to yell to get peoples attion or points made.
4. Nick.
5. Weekends.
6. Days without stress
7. Waking up and smiling.
8.Just waking up and wanting to move.
9. Having something to look forward to.
10. People not always starting something new.
11. Laughing at the stupidest s**t.
12. Late conversations with people i could trust.
13. Not letting people get to me.
14. Pillow Fights.
15. Make Baby time without geting called a lizbo.(ann just for you)
16. The old days.
17. Real people.
18. The people i call Ture friends.
19. Not being afraid of anything.
20. Believing that everything happens for a reason and it will be okay.
21. Being able to go to sleep without crying my eyes out.
22. Being able to go to sleep before 12 am.
23. Friday nights ment sleep over not lets go out and party all weekend.
24. 2am trips to krogers for ice cream.
25. Worring about boys having cuites not boys getting me pregent.
26. When getting called a big meanny or fat was the worse thing someone could say about me.
27.When people didnt say i was the girl to watch out for but the girl who would keep you out of trouble.
28.When what kind of music you lisened to didnt mean thats what you were.
29.When people werent so judemental.
30.when hanging out didnt mean partying but just chilling doing nothing at all.
31.when going to school didnt mean another day in hell.
32.When saying I love you didnt mean the end of the world.
33.When I didnt have secrets i had to hide from everyone.
34.When geting a head ach didnt mean having to go to the hospital.
35.when i stunk taking a shower would get rid of it.
36.When people understood you!
37.When me and liz could be what we wanted without people saying something about us and we could be friends for more than 3months without a fight!
38.When fighting was just name calling not leaving scars on people.
39.When you werent worried about mom and dad kicking you out everyother week.
40.when alchool didnt rule my life! like now.
41.When pinky promise ment something.
42.Before you had to keep your true feelings hiden.
43.When saying "when i grow up i wanna name my daughter this or my Son that" wasnt a reality.
45.when siting at home wasent what you wanted to do.
47.House arest wasent the thing everyone was on.
48.Juvanail Hall wasent my second home but lizz house was.
49.Myspace wasent the center of everyones lifes!
50.When everyone could be who they wanted to be without being shot jumped or diso
I miss those times when they would good when you didnt have to watch what you said when you said it who you talked to about it when times were good when people were carefree and no so juge mental