This One Was For Her

I miss you.

Like a pathetic fool, like a part of me is gone no - like a chunk.

Ripped out before it was cold and now I'm cold with nothing but a few memories to keep me warm.

I thought you would fade but silence rings your voice back so loud and clear I look around the emptiness for your body. 

Your body, it always seemed to find mine.

Your smile, it was always there as soon as your eyes looked at me.

I was in love with all of you, with all of what you would be

Because you were everything to me.

You begged to know more

"Tell me anything" 

I feared what my heart held closed 

"Don't be scared... I promise I'll always be here"

So I did. I shared. I gave you my biggest secret, my most feared thing of losing

And you've kept your promise, not like I wish you would've.

You are here floating in my mind, spreading through my body to where I stick out my lips and kiss the air.

To where thinking about you for 5 minutes brings me a night filled of your face in my dreams.

To where I f*****g want to scream at the world and you for doing this, for giving me this thing 

This emptiness.

I don't know how but I seem to be living without a heart

Living like a sad pathetic crazy person who sometimes wishes you would come around the corner and smile once more.

But you wont... I wonder if you even remember 

Reviews

[penny gingyrose]

I LOVE THIS!!! it's so, so good and there were some excellent lines.

[Caroline]

"Like a pathetic fool, like a part of me is gone no - like a chunk" I can relate myself to this. It's beautiful.

[Allan Selberg]

very passionate. I enjoyed the emotion that was put into this