I Don't Know

A Natural Realization

It has become a philosophy. A defense mechanism when all the thoughts collide at the center of my psyche.
I don't know is my religion. But hey, at least I know what I don't know.
Many things in fact that the matters is regarding facts I like to take a lack of knowing as....blissful.
In fact, its down right serene like your favorite dream before you realize you have to wake up to a nightmare.
That early morning scare in a oversized bed with a pillow that does not comfort the head.
Not to mention that it has been only an hour since my slumber began, that is a record hibernation caused by my desperation but, no matter.
No laughter, no smiles, no chatter, no matter the illusions the only thing to conclude to is....I don't know.