Rejection

Tears drip on the keyboard

I stare at the screen

I knew this would happen

I never wanted you to know

You're still in love with her

and never can be with me

My heart ripped out

and torn to pieces

You will never love me 

The way you do to her

You told me to move on

but I can't from you

I close out of the window

and stare at the floor

He loves her

but never will me

Is all I can think

Author's Note

OK this poem is about the guy I like and is in love with my best friend and he was on Facebook today and I said "Watsup?!" and he said "Minecraft" so I asked "again?!" and he said "Yep" and so I said "Ok ill just leave you alone then" and then he said this:
"okay, listen.youneed to calm down!i'm not interested in dating, you,im sorry, but you need to move on, and i want to still be your bff and not your boyfriend, because what if we brake up?well, we'll lose our friendship as well. plus i like someone else. im so sorry i shoulda told you this earlier."
so i said "DUDE I DONT WANNA DATE YOU im just saying hi but what ever" and he said "okay...ill belive that..."
I closed out of facebook after that and I was telling the truth I don't wanna date him..... I wanna marry him, but i shouldn't be saying this things at age 13 yes he knows I like him he found out at lunch because my friends kept giving him hints as to who liked him and he guessed me and they said he was right...... But he doesn't like me back.....

Reviews

[Spiral Panda]

Never lose yourself in the slightest way for a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship at this time, what's more important, my perspective and experience, is to find and love all parts of yourself before ever opening yourself up so deeply to another, avoid unnecessary pain and rejection. To stay sane through these tough years of your life in age you have to grasp onto a strong and sturdy identity ground. Don't give up on knowing that, keep reaching for the stars.

[WynterPhoenix]

Most girls have this thing happen to them in their middle school and early high school years. Most people never find the person they are going to marry in middle / high school or even college. I was one of the lucky ones who met my fiance when I was 15. My older sister met her husband when she was 14 or so. My younger sister has only two boyfriends that lasted a week and my other sister dates but if things don't work out, she doesn't let it get to her. I know it hurts knowing someone you like doesn't like you back. I was really shy and that happened to me a lot when I was your age. But you have to keep in mind that just because one guy doesn't like you that way, it doesn't mean someone else doesn't feel that way about you. You may not even know it or even know they exist yet. If you go out looking for a "soul mate" of sorts, you're not going to find him. Fate has other plans in store, and you will meet "Mr. Right" when you least expect it. You may have already met him and it's just not the right time, yet. Just keep your head up and have fun with being young. You have friends who love you and that's all that matters.

[Leave me alone....]

awww this is sooooooooooo sad! and it reminds me of something that happened with two of my friends, Victoria and Stephanie. Victoria was dating a guy named Ben. they went out for about 7 months. then Ben broke up with her and went out with Stephanie. then they went out for a few weeks and both Steph anf Tori were well... still friends. then Steph broke up with Ben and Victoria went out with Ben again a few weeks ago. they are still boyfriend and girlfriend. this poem really reminded me of that.

[Helpless]

omg..... this is so close to describing a huge part of my life its almost scary...... wow..... you are my new favorite writer! the opening line struck me in the heart like a freakin butcher knife!! ouch!

[Alicia Hirshey]

This is well said.