Dear Drugs

I love you and hate you,

I never knew when to take a break, until I found myself at the end of a year long break.

I never looked at myself as someone I should care about.

I destroyed my body with bullshit that I was around and what I took in.

Not hating on the drugs, Much love. I just need a break from you.

You have shown what I want to be, who I am, and who I don't want to be.

Three reasons to love you.

You have lied to me though, and now I know when to tell you to leave me alone.

You make yourself seem like you are the best and the brightest.

Your looks can definitely be deceiving.

Three reasons to hate you.

You have opened my mind, and destroyed it. Made me friends, lost my friends.

But this is only a portion of my thoughts about you.

But really you helped me figure this out.

You have been there from the thick and thin.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

My Medulla Oblongata