Speaking to My Soul - A Gift of Words to My Youngest for His Birthday

A speaking to my youngest on his birthday. Words are all I have to give and these are the ones I have for him.

Sometimes, when speaking to you, I think I'm speaking to me.

Child of my soul, my surprise and my blessing, you will never know the wonder I see  when I view your face.

So much like me, yet words apart.  You speak in words I don't comprehend, yet I bow to your brilliance in humble resurrection.

You made me new.  My sweet surprise, you filled me with terror when I found you were within me because I knew that I must do right by you in every way and didn't know if I was up to the strength I must have for you.  You deserved the best and I had to be that.

Constantly amazing are the only words for you, so strange yet so familiar.  We battled, we fought to the death of ego, each of us pounding the walls of the other.  Your face made me stunned, so beautiful you made my eyes hurt.

Your mind so brilliant and razor sharp.  You excel at everything you do and I can't comprehend your achievements but I always knew they were within you.

Sending you away so many times was the best I  could do for you.  You thought I didn't love you but I loved you so much that I knew this damaged woman wasn't what you needed.  You deserved so much more.  And those separations worked and made you and me whole with each other.

I am so proud of you, my  dream, my soul.   Your passion unmatched, your brilliance so bright that the stars disappear in your presence.  The world will one day know the gift that you bring to it.

You are a blessing and the soul of me.

I love you beyond belief Kyle.

Happy Birthday honey.

Reviews

[SpokenWord]

Only a mother could write something as beautiful as this. :)

[Maurice]

Truly beautiful. Such love and sincerity are wonderful gifts to receive.

[audrey patrick]

i just love kyle even more now!

[Brad]

gad d****t, ma, you pulled the tear i was saving up for a rainy day!!

[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

your love is a treasure~

[Robin]

your amazing heart pours through this letter ~

[Kerry O'Connor]

I have read your letter. It's just too personal for me to add anything.
I admire your humility and expressive love.