PART TWO - STALKER

What if he just saved your life? Give a chance to live another day… Will you ever try to follow him… In everyday, every minute and every second of his life?

It was fine Monday morning that awaits me because it was you whom I was thinking.

The feeling was undoubtedly joyful but I felt so warm because of the sun rays that touches directly on my skin

As I was following you patiently, timidly.

Oh, how beautiful it was to stare at your back

In every walk, every stop and every turn that you’re doing

I’m here

A meter away from you

 

STALKING…

 

I know that you had no idea that I was here

I know that you wouldn’t think that you had a STALKER

 

 

I remember the first day when I saw you

You’re wearing an all white suit with a stethoscope hanging around your neck

Your face looks tame maybe because of the glasses you wear

But then when you speak…

 

I was surprised!

 

Your voice is cold as block of ice

I disappointedly admit that you are a snob!

You always frown and wince whenever people approached you

But for me…

 

You are so intoxicatingly attractive!

 

As I was leaning on this wall, staring at you while seriously reading wattpad stories

And while patients are running here in there from the Emergency room main door

You are there…

On-hands in every acute injury to save lives!

 

I don’t want to sink in the truth what is happening to me

But I was barely so sure

That I was falling in love with you!

Reason why I took a photos of you secretly

 

Suddenly…

 

I saw you wave a hand for me

Calling…

 

This heart that beats so natural moments ago

Just quickly rejuvenates itself

Pumping incredulously fast

I felt like I drunk fifty of vodka

 

I have no idea how will I talk to a good-looking snob doctor

But before my head push the idea

You're just there…

Bend headed on your check board seriously writing my prescriptions

I was so jealous with your pen and notes…

 

Because you prefer to stare at them rather than me?!   

 

 

But on my way at the door….

You finally took a glance at me

And there, the butterflies in my stomach

Making me smiled back unknowingly

 

And right then…

 

I just realize that the smile you’re wearing is not for me!              

It’s for the girl behind me

Who walk towards you

Hold your hand

Kiss your lips

Obviously…

 

Your girlfriend!

 

It’s crazy that I felt sad thinking I was rejected by a man who never knew me

A man who wouldn’t waste time for someone like me

A man I just dreamt in one second and now was all gone

How idiot am I losing a man whom I never had!

 

I left the painful scenario I can more witness

And just continued walking

Stupidly walking!

               

To my surprised….

 

You called me back!

 

“MISSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”  You shouted that I was terrified while turning my back slowly.

 

               

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

BOOM!!!

 

 

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

 

“Stretcher!” I heard you shout once again.

 

 

Oh, how it feel so great to be in your arms wrapping me carefully

It was so great to feel your heart beat as I was press in your chest

 

Everything feels so GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!

 

However……..

My Heart………….

Why?????????????

 

Does it hurt….

A lot….

 

Toot…. 

Toot…. 

Toot….

Toot….

 

“40!”

 

“CLEAR!”

 

“Again!”

 

“CLEAR!”

 

Toot………………….

Toot…………………

Toot…………………

Toot………………………………

 

“Doc?”

 

 

 

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I was leaning on the wall staring at the most handsome man I’ve ever met

How confusing?

I know that you don’t know my name

And no I idea who am I

 

But why??????

 

Are you staring back at me?????             

 

I was so confused that I found myself walking towards you…

 

OH WHY??????????????

My feet…………….

 

Was not on the ground???????????

 

Why am I floating?????

 

“She’s just there, quietly standing earlier?” I heard you speak sadly.

 

 

WHAT????????????????????????????????

 

Could it be????

 

That I was……………..

 

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

NOT NOW!

 

PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Toot…………….

Toot…………….

Toot…………….

Toot…………….

Toot…………….

Toot…………….

 

 

“Doc! We got a signal!”

 

Toot…. Toot…. Toot…. Toot… Toot…. Toot…. Toot…. Toot… (Continuous ^___^)

 

 

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“Are you following me again?”  His voice echoes from behind that shocked me.

 

“Doctor Ian?” I shyly speak; I didn’t notice that he already saw me.

 

“It’s Christian, don’t you remember?” he was serious like always.

 

“It’s too long; at least I-A-N composed only three letters that it was easy to speak!” I grinned like always too.

 

“Whatever! Are you a Stalker? I will a call a police…” he threatened.

 

“No, I’m a ghost, how can you see me? Do you have a third eye?” I grinned.

 

“No, but I guess you’re insane!” he hissed.

 

And then we both laugh….

 

(Well, miracles do happen you just have to believe!!!)