Bliss???

 

_{Loneliness creeping up and choking my soul}

_{A feeling of helplessness assures me that Im on my own}

_{No one to comfort me in my hour of need}

_{Sobbing and stuttering beneath the sheets}

_{Begging God for some type of relief}

_{Regaining my composure I stop to think}

_{Is anyone really there for me?}

_{I feel as broken as one can}

_{Hoping for someone to hold my hand}

_{But I realize that it is I who walk through hell}

_{Why would anyone want to hold my hand or share?}

_{I feel as though I will never rise above}

_{This feeling of despair fits my soul like a glove}

_{Reaching and grasping for something that seems so clear}

_{But when I pull back I realize that none of it is even real}

_{The love I thought would never leave my heart}

_{Is slowly being ripped away from me part by part}

_{Im so far down that I have to wonder this,}

_{Will there ever be a time when I willfully end this bliss??}