Always Breaking My Steps

Every time I climb the ladder a little, I seem to fall down. Harder. How in the hell will get out of this rutt in my life I constantly seem to face over and over? Its got to stop. No matter how hard I try, fight, do, make happen or intend to start or finish, something happens to where I spiral out of control, whether it be physically or mentally. Here, I sit, again, wanting to run. I need a new place of Zen. I also need some true friends that are truly their for me...when I need someone to talk to on a serious level or just cry to, without them turning what i need to speak of into a story of their own and totally dismissing my plan of action of feeling better by communication, which then, I will shut down again. *sigh*

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

"I need a new place of Zen.
I also need some true friends that are truly their for me..."

A very nice poem...Thank you for sharing...:)...............

[Shannie M Fowler]

thank you. I appreciate the comments

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome...:)...............