Let Me Go, Begging You To Let Me Go

I've been suffering for so long, I don't know what to do. I love him but I hate him. He's here yet he's not. Why can't I let him go? Why can't he let ME go?

Forever in your clutches

Straining for breath, chains holding me

Down

So Down

I struggle against it, don't want it!

Pulling and turning, screaming and crying

For you to release your unbreakable hold

Steal fist, wrapped around, curled around

Me

Down I go...

The more I try to leave, the more and more you

Suppress

So supressed

I'm smothered, dying in your hand

That mighty hand I want to escape

I don't need this

Don't want this

Why do I have this?

Clinging to me is this ever constant darkness

I smile, try to forget this hovering reminder of you

And the hold you keep

Down I go again...

Waves, waves of you

Crash onto me, erosion

Nothing new

I'm worn

I'm torn

I don't know how to get out

When I try, you smash me down

I've sunken into the ground, so far below

I don't need this

I don't want this

Why do I have this?

This love for you?

Why can't you just let me go?

Please, I beg you daddy...

Let me go.