I Hate You

A girl's mother tells her she hates her.

Is that trully what you said?

As I slowly drown in the water, no matter how hard I tred?

Your anger was the final push

The waves, they crush

Mother, dear mother

How much you love to smother

Me and my life, my dreams

I just wanted to scream

But now I've been silenced

By those three words of violence

"I hate you!"

There was a line that you drew

And crossed, leaped across with that

It was like a poisoned rat

Crawling through the cracks of my mind

Eating through any stablilities in the foundation they could find

My walls crumbling down

resembling a tumbling town

So chaotic were my thoughts

As those words caused my brain to rot

"I hate you!"

I HATE YOU TOO

Or I wish I did...

I wish.... this love, I wish to rid

Myself of. 

I don't want to love

You, mom... it only hurts me

I want to be free

But those words echo around

Burying me in the ground

"I hate you"

"I hate you"

... but I loved you.