Crazy

This feeling I am conjuring day after day is so unreal,
yet i recognize it daily.
I yearn for the heart of the one who holds me dear
but am I too blind to see it? 
I fear as though I will turn back to the worst time,
even though it was the greatest.
I felt like we were through,
but now I miss you.
I want to run and escape this gravitational like pull,
yet I want by your side yet again.
Am I crazy for giving you my heart?
Maybe.
But do I regret it?


Not in a million moons.