Never Easy

Despair crushes me,

I hide under your protection.

These bad memories fade to gray,

I see me in your eyes' reflection.

Uncertainty tries to catch me,

I run away with your hand in mine.

I feel the love of your stare,

And hope you'll be there at the end of time.

You found me, Not much left to see.

Built me up, triumphantly.

I sometimes rage against your endeavor but,

I hope you'll feel this way forever.

Forever in this insanity.

You always save me from self destruction.

Our lives together, you struggle to make,

Though, I sometimes work against its construction.

You always show me, though I'm blind to see.

The way you feel and how you love me.

And you should know, you are so clever,

Betray your trust I wish I had never.

I'll love you now, always, Forever.