Only colder

Golden light fills my vision...
Am I in heaven...?
Or am I in a room that disguises?
Something whispers in my ear...
"Lay down if you hurt..."
A sharp thunk then sheering pain...
What was going on...?
Was I going insane?
I felt myself stagger towards a dark bed...
The only thing that was dark in this lit room...
That's when he peered over me...
Giving me an evil grin...
He closed my eyes and I dreamed...
Softer places and blinding dust...
Red splattering against the wall...
Nothings real and nothing falls...
And into the ocean ends it all...
When we take our last breath...
We don't even know...
Because dying is the same thing as living...
Only colder.