As I watch the clouds roll on by...
I think of the times you sat here beside me...
Whether it was today or yesterday...
The memories never do fade away...
Which some what scares me...
It makes me think of my feelings for you...
Is this friendship...?
Or something more...?
Have you shut the door?
Or can I not see you clearly?
As you come up to me though...
Out of no where...
With this cocky smile on your smudged face...
You open your mouth as to say something...
But decided other wise and run off to your drunken friends...
Neglected I feel yes?
But since when did I need you?
Even though my tears of neglect water the grass that is before me...
I still don't need you...
Or do I?
Can I survive without you?
Or can I grow a back bone of my own...
Not knowing what to do...
I look up to the sky for answers...
Then get lost in it's clear blue...
Forever lost...
Forever neglected...