No Music Here

What happens almost day after day not a single solitary moment of silence.

I want to listen to music
but I don't have the time
the kid shouts
and the mother cries
All of it giving me a headache...
I just want peace for two seconds...
Just let me listen to my own thoughts
Stop talking to me
Stop asking me
Stop interrupting
Like now...
I always have to watch the kid
I always have to listen to the screams
echoing in the hall
my thoughts losing their train
just derail my whole head
apparently I don't need it
You want me to be constantly
on the verge of killing
what the f**k was that?!
Never a moment of silence
bang boom and pow
next it'll just be a gun
sick of the nonsense
sick of the tension
constantly stiff
like with my mother
never a moment of rest
F**k this...
I'm out.
Peace.