So Very Wrong...

So Very Wrong...

It’s been weeks since you’ve gone home
Leaving me here, once again on my own
Life has no meaning, I’m empty inside
I feel as though my heart has died

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have you in my life
Your absence cuts me like a knife
Leaving a great big gapping hole
That wounds me to my very soul

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have you close to me
Yet my actions made you flee
It hurts so much that you have gone
Your love and support of me withdrawn

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have your presence here
Now I spend my days in fear
Afraid that I have lost my chance
To have with you a true romance

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have you near at heart
But right now it’s torn apart
You hold a piece within your hands
And I have yet to know your plans

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have you within reach
Now, between us, there is a breach
One I hope we can soon repair
Before I give in to bleak despair

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need to have you as a friend
Please don’t let this feeling end
To not have your love and care
Makes it all too much to bear

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I cannot live without your touch
I miss you oh so very much
I just ache to be with you
Please tell me what I need to do

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I’m sorry for all the mistakes I made
That caused your feelings for me to fade
I promise that I will never again
Take you for granted as I did then

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I promise to love you as you deserve
My devotion to you will never swerve
Please give me just one chance to show
My love for you can only grow

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

I need you to return to me
Only then can I be free
Of this prison full of pain
I need you in my life again

I’m trying to be strong...
It just feels so very wrong...

Within your hands you hold my heart
Yours to heal or tear apart
Please do not let our true love die
Please just give us one more try...

© Shadow Whysper