Suicide Addiction

I'm going to cut away the pain

I'm going to tear this skin apart

Every ounce of imperfection to bleed out in crimson regret

I'm going to force this blade to be my friend

I'm going to make him love me

Make him need to scar every flaw, post it on my skin

I'm going to cut so deep

I'm going to have to question

My possibility of life will hang questioned in mid air

I'm going to let this take me

I'm going to allow this my life

Allow  this to swallow my existence like a cool drink of water

I'm going to drink the poison

I'm going to feel it in my veins

Feel it steal away my breath, my heart, my whole life

I'm going to let the world drive me crazy

I'm going to let the isolation take my mind

The crazy that steals the world to let you fall to the sky

I'm going to plan this till the end

I'm going to piece together a destruction

Destroying every ounce of help needed to get better

Because i don't want to get better

I just want all this s**t to end already

I'm sick of everything!!

I'm going to show the world they win

I'm going to let the world win

Because if it wins, my personal addiction will be fulfilled through suicide.

Reviews

[lostnstars]

this is really cool and it's kind of similar to my poem "petals" but i really liked your poem, please keep on writing you're amazing :)