Monsters Make Monsters

A little dedication to my parents and my feelings towards them, wrote this a few years back when I was 17 or around that age, my first poem.

You made me a monster,You want me to obey
Look in my eyes as I take your breath away
You gave me life, But never did you raise me
You gave me a name, but never will you claim me

I wont allow it, forgiveness isn’t my style
I can see in your eyes, you’ve been lost for a while
No excuse for what you have done
I feel the trigger, shall we start the fun

Take this life, leave this life, forsaken
I’ll make your choice, And I’ll steal your voice
And it will ring like the bells in hell
These thoughts inside, this cocoon like shell

Never did I want this, Never to become this
This feeling taboo feeling so right
This power I hold, nothing short of God
My heart still pounding, at what I want to be done

Am I free from this,
I see blood running over
As I ponder this
I feel my own heart become colder

Take a life, leave a life, forsaken
Make your choice, And claim a voice
Sound the bells, lest they be sung for you
Live or die, you have to choose

Killing is as easy as easy as it seems
But every life I would take, would haunt in my dreams
In days to come, I’d die within
As cold as you, I wont give in

Let them live a life forsaken
Leave them for dead, maybe they will see
I cant be alone in the hatred I'm feeling
I know the others are not as generous as me

CALL ME A MONSTER, CALL ME INSANE
I STILL HAVE A CHOICE, YOUR LIFE IS ALREADY PAIN
THE DAY YOU PUSHED ME, AWAY YOU HAD ALREADY DIED
YOU KILLED YOURSELF SO LONG AGO, YOUR SO DEAD INSIDE

YOU MADE ME THIS CREATURE YOU LOATH SO MUCH
YOU JUST COULD NOT WAIT TO SIN, TO TOUCH
SO I SHALL SIT BACK AND ENJOY YOUR TWISTED FATE
ALONE BUT NOT COLD, AS YOUR WORLD IMPLODES

YOUR BLOOD IS MY BLOOD!!
IT DOESN’T MEAN IT SHOULD BE ON MY HANDS!!!
I'M YOUR MONSTER, BUT WE ARE NOT THE SAME
I’LL DIE IN PEACE, YOU’LL DIE IN FLAMES