The Call

When you start trying to place yourself in their eyes you lose parts of you you'll never get back. Or rather probably never will.

The shadows keep calling me home
Back to the place I disowned
Back to the forbiddon roads
I long to walk once more

This faith i've found
A faith misplaced?
Within this light
I feel i've lost my face

Among the shadows of the forest I shine
Within the light I blend in so well
I find myself asking myself
Would I rather burn in hell?

The shadows keep calling me home
Back to the place I disowned
Back to the forbiddon roads
I long to walk once more

I walked with god, I walked with the devil
I long to walk without either
Neither on my shoulder, nor in my heart
I want to live a life without

Caught within the secret groves
Where the good and bad in me shows
Im not of the devil nor am I of god
I feel I'm betraying myself with this facade

The shadows keep calling me home
Back to the place I disowned
Back to the forbiddon roads
I long to walk once more

Who am I? Who was I?
When did I change just to survive?
Where did the truth turn to lie?
Im destined to burn, one day alive

Will I answer the shadows call?
Will i stay in the light till I am scared?
In my heart i know its not me.
So why then do I fight to beleive?

The call still sounds forever more
Never can I close this door
Forgotton me, Forsaken me
The shadows will always call to me