Who Am I?

Chapter 1 Part 2

 

The odd thing about that experience and similar experiences was that I wanted Rodger to know about it cause then he would have to address me ,speak to me like a person, and part of me wants to know what Marion thought at the time but whenever I try to talk to her about it she acts like she doesn’t remember and quickly changes the subject. I sometimes wonder if I should take a page from my Father’s book and start trying to control my mother but then I think about all the time and effort I’d have to put into that and I know I couldn’t do it. I sometimes wonder if my mother always hitting me and reciting the bible is why I’m an atheist now? There have been plenty of studies that would indicate this as being the most plausible scenario but you can never discount how many people do things just to piss there parents off. My Mother being one of the biggest holy rollers I know and having her only child be a non-believer has to just stick in her craw and I still do get quite a bit of satisfaction from it.

 

Outside of the hell that was my home things were relatively okay, my first real friend was a little brown haired girl named Sarah she was like the sister that I always wanted her father was in jail and her mother was a drunk and was not allowed to have custody of Sarah who stayed with her grandmother Glenda who was too old to hit or whip Sarah so she got away with a lot more than the average kid I was always jealous of her for that but because she was poor no one really wanted to be friends with her, except me as I was desperately lonely.

 

 

As Sarah and I were both on the chunky side of the fence from early ages we never  had the boys in the neighborhood trying to kiss or impress us so ironically Sarah was my first kiss. I think that’s when Sarah and I figured out that we liked each other as more than friends but my mother and Sarah’s grandmother were both members of the same church and they never would have let us speak to each other if they knew what we did so we kept it a secret

Author's Note

Not Finished Ignore Grammar and Punctuation

Reviews

[Steve Thompson]

I liked it a lot man, tuff life man, I think looking at the text it was strong in talking about your family and mom, nice man.