Untrue is Not Fair to You

A Love... A Mistake... Lost of Time...

Untrue is not Fair to You!

Worry and fear can no longer be "My Speciality"

Guest What...This is ME!

With all of my thoughts, my secrets and my faults.

Life without you...would not be True,

But, true to me

I long to be...

That my life might be...

Better off without thee.

A string of lies webbed so ingeniously...

That into it might be better...

Life with "You"

Would be "Untrue."

So now you see that my life might be...

Better Off...

Without Thee...

Leaving you has been but a thought...

A simple glance at all of my faults.

A soft spoken word...a withering like whisper.

I find myself lost within your website of toxic shock.

A tangle of lies...

A web of tears of everlasting fears.

Manipulation at its finest!

So when you view the beginning of my life,

I will promise you a good fight

Cause I refuse to lay down and cry...

So you get up and leave my pillow behind...

But, the question lies...

Are you Good for me?

Your secrets, your lies...

I never understood...

Until that day, I had to let your love fade away.

But, in the end I will love you so,

as you were there, when I needed you most.

I will never forget your luscious said lips,

The way you moved those beautiful like hips.

The way you groaned, the way you moaned...

My God, a talent so rare,

It is hardly well known.

You made me whisper...

You made me scream...

Wow, you made me...Oh! So happy.

Your tattoo said look,

Your fine as flair

Continuous style and a “B-Boy” like swagger.

You made me feel love, that was so Unreal!

You took those vows...

Our Wedding Vows.

We had a love...

We had an affair...

Until the end I thought it would be a mystery.

You didn't love me,

You loved the idea of me...so caught up in your mindless thoughts.

Though your spirituality,

Pave the way in this reality.

You dropped the Ball.

When your Need for that Need got out of Control.

I could no longer...watch you...to see you fall.

Why? Oh why, Did I allow

A man like you to creep in to watch me fall?

I don't know...

I don't know...

If I could...Would...Ever let you go!

Missing you...Kissing you.

Though the tears will stay as so...

I don't know if I could ever love again,

as I have loved you so.

Your were my best friend,

My confidant,

My life long soulmate...

Like I said...

And I will say it again,

I know for a fact...

That I will never...never...'Love Again!'

You came like the wind and made our light so dim;

as so you left our love to shatter.

But, you will always be that one true love that would eventually stray far away.

One thing, you will not forget,

My beautiful smile,

My original like style,

The way I move my hips,

The stride of my back,

My luscious legs and that great sway back!

God knows you will never forget our beautiful love,

Our outrageous fights,

I fought hard...I fought fair...I fought until my life saw the end.

My sadness, my fears, my enduring and everlasting love for you will never End!

Cause I know that you will always

Love Me...

Hate Me...

Desire Me...

And, Fight for Me...

But, my fight gave out,

You literally knocked me out.

Your lies, your affairs, your moody like flairs.

I'm so sorry it had to end...

cause you will always be my Big Love until the end.

I know One thing though...

You can never...never find a woman like me AGAIN!

About Me!

Reviews

[Lauriegirl]

I commend you for a very insightful write. Good job

[ShaDavi]

Thank you...Truly!

[Pól]

his loss
(damn that 25 characters thing)

[ShaDavi]

LOL...Ya your right! Thanks :)

[K Scott Smith]

A beautifully written piece. Crisp and well said verse. Packs a punch

[ShaDavi]

Wow! Thank you Scott. I truly appreciate that!