Losing It

I'm done with everyone . If you want me , prove it .

I can't do it anymore.
hide the pain ,
hold back the tears ,
pretend I'm okay .

It just hurts too much .
I'm suffocating in my heart ,
drowning in my tears ,
he is simply tearing me apart .

I'm losing everyone ,
I'm losing myself ,
I'm losing my mind .

All I've done is help ,
all I've done is care ,
and I'm the one left ,
shaking and crying ,
because I just can't handle this ,
not anymore .

I'm shutting myself out .
I'm locking myself away ,
no one can get to me ,
no one can hurt me ,
I'll seal my heart ,
I'll Be like a princess in her tower ,
with only one exception ,
There's no prince charming ,
not in this horror film .

Reviews

[Kate Hunter]

I can relate. well done. The sad thing is that every time this happens most of us claim we're going to lock up our hearts until someone else comes along and does the same thing.

[Matt Anderson]

I like it, a lot of us know exactly how you feel. But locking yourself up is not living, living is experimenting with emotions, controlling fears, confronting agitations, and loving the one who loves you back. You may not know who this is right now, but you will. Great read, thanks for sharing.

[SuicidePact.]

this is sad *hugs*

[Distant horizons]

Sad words. Haunting. Beautifully written

[Teenage Romeo]

If this how you feel about life and how u feel now I'm sorry.but we have all had these moments were we fall in to dark holes but u need to pull urself up