Dark Spiral

Spiral of bad stuff.

The spiral continues,
and it doesn't go up,
but down into the depths,
of my bleak soul.

Sleeplessness,
anorexia,
depression.

Familiar with them all,
even though,
I wish I wasn't.

I think I realize the truth now...
I don't eat,
because maybe I hope,
I'll starve to death.

Maybe I don't sleep,
because I hope to fall down,
from exhaustion,
and hit my head,
and die.

I think everything I do,
ends with my death,
because as the spiral continues,
the worse I get...

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

I understand how you feel in this piece...for I am dealing with the same eating disorder and it's not easy. I hear the voices telling me I'm not hungry and that craving to stay empty, since I despise the feeling of being full. In a way, it helps me and yet it doesn't. It's all up and down, but i understand clearly how it is.

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it's a very sad piece. I send my hopes to u that u get better, not that i didnt enjoy it, i did.it caused some tears to involve when reading this..good writing:)

[The old me]

very well wording of your emotions.

[Tasha]

Wow this was amazing I could feel your emotions of being stuck in a dark spiral. Good job!

[Chris Smith Welshpoetcs]

It is like a never ending spiral staircase, strong emotions through out my friend.