Control

I'm losing control of everything in my life. Again.

It glides from my grasp,
the ability to control.

I used to hold it,
closely,
tightly,
never letting go,
not even an inch.

Now it's gone,
I can't control anything anymore,
Nothing.

Why does it leave,
when I need it the most?
Why can't I,
control anything?

I've lost the ability,
to stop my tears,
to keep my rest,
to under,
or even over-eat.

I can't control it.

It's all gone.

I can't handle losing control...

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

I love this :) Amazing write... keep it up :)

[poetic butterfly]

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