I am....

This is kinda expressing why I can't express my feelings the way I wish. Starts with my depression.

Nobody can understand,
the effect it has,
when the wave of depression comes down,
drowning me,
pulling me into it's darkest depths.

Nobody can understand,
the hold it has on me,
as it drowns out everything else.

Nobody can understand,
How deep these waters effect me,
as the feelings of,
self-loathing,
self-pity,
hatred,
irritation,
sadness,
and confinement I feel,
unless you have been me,
for a day,
or a year.

You can't simply understand,
who I am,
why I am,
how I am,
unless you have lived as me,
with me,
under this crashing wave of despair with me.

I can't even understand,
why this happens,
day after day,
night after night,
week after week,
month after month.

I can't explain,
how I feel,
because my emotions are my own,
the only thing of mine,
that truly belongs to me.

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