I'll die

This is how I feel right now.

Why me?
Why Again?
Why him?

I can't handle this anymore.
these lighters aren't just for lighting up smokes anymore,
they are for lighting up my skin.

I don't put it close enough to actually burn me,
Just close enough to become really hot,
turn my skin red,
and eventually go back to normal.

You can try to save me,
but in the end,
I'll die.

Reviews

[I Am Svetlana]

Life is life and yes, we all die. But we all try to live this life the best way we can...we can try and try and try, but in the end, we will die. We use burning and anything else we can to help us escape the inner emotional pain we feel. It will take us away, but not for long. We always end up back in reality, just like before.

[Kate Hunter]

don't give up just like that. You're strong. People need your example. Be a survivor!
Nice job.

[jjjjjjjjjjjjj]

very raw and sad. sounds like a broken heart issue, things will get better!!!!! no doubt, keep writing please.