Everything I'm not

I want to be everything. But I am none of that.

A simple glance in the mirror,
and all my flaws are shown,
weight, face, hair, everything,
nothing is perfect.

I want to see my bones,
I want the hunger to continue,
gnawing away at my fat,
making my bone thin.

All I want,
Is to be free of this weight,
I want to lose it all,
all the dirty, ugly, lardy weight.

I want to be perfect,
thin,
intelligent,
beautiful.

I want to be,
everything I am not.

Reviews

[Courtland Sky]

one always wants something that one doesn't have that someone else does.

[Kate Hunter]

just because the tabloids say only one look is considered perfect doesn't mean its true. If everyone looked, talked, and acted the same way all the time, life would suck.

[*Evelen*]

I completely agree with "watch_the_world". Don't ever think you need to change.

[watch_the_world]

Hunny you are amazing! Do not let the media tell u u aren't! U r perfect just the way u r. And u shouldn't feel the need to change that. This was a sad but good poem. I love you. Smile because you are beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

[Jami Nicole]

It makes me sad that you feel you need to be a stick figure. You're beautiful the way you are, no matter how much you way or how you look.

[Jonathan De Elvira]

it's sad if you feel this way...
all i could say to you right now is please see through yourself more, beauty came from inside, not outside...and if you want to change your looks, do it properly and have patience in it...you'll be doing great...