Truth

This is my dirty truth.

I want to cry,
I want to die,
there's nothing left inside.

I want a clear start,
new friends,
new town,
new house,
new everything.

i want to run away, and never return,
I want to be able to end my life,
and survive in oblivion.

I want to be able to be myself,
instead of the outer shell I pretend to be.

I HATE MY LIFE AND FAMILY!

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

Very dark. I'm sorry for whatever pain has caused u to write this but if u killed urself would that really solve anything? If anything that would make matters worse. things will always get better. If u killed urself I would be sad bcuz I love ur poems I relate to them a lot. I would definitely miss you to bits.

Hun, if u ever need to talk I'm here I could help you if u let me.

[Jonathan De Elvira]

sssssssssssssssssssss ouch.....feel better hun

[Goodbye]

I can very much relate to feeling this way when I was a girl, and with really, really good reason. Your writing reflects a person at the end of their rope. Remember, each day a new beginning...

The good news is you can always change your life, always reinvent yourself, and always surround yourself with truth and beauty.

[Twilight]

What a dire and unhappy life, the protagonist seems to be describing. Indeed, it ends with a bitter exclamation of hatred for her life and family! Whilst reading, I had the impression that the protagonist has some kind of identity crisis. In other words, she resents living a facade - and simply wants to behave naturally. From reading this, the protagonist reminds me of an empty husk - filled with nothing but bitterness, sorrow and an urge to end her life (unless she is given all that she wants).

[ravena]

I understand ! we all have our moments of going insane. But I love your work it helps me with my day. You are Loved on here! and I'm here We are here for you to talk to