Starving for Perfection, Dying for love.

Meh, I'm bored, and not feeling good. Read and enjoy? xD

I strive for perfection,
starving my body,
purging what I consume,
the intense hunger,
weakens me,
But hunger pain,
Is better then being fat,
I'd rather die skinny,
then live overweight.

I never look good,
I'm never okay,
If I'm not hungry,
and feeling thin,
then I'm bleeding,
to feel happy,
I steal to feel alive.

Broken,
bleeding,
hurt,
and afraid,
I know that I'll never,
be perfect,
not for you,
and not for me,
so why do I try?

I try,
because no matter what,
I want to be yours,
I want you to love me,
to hold me,
to want to be with me,
I try,
because I'm tired of hating myself.

I hate my body,
even if you say,
you love it,
I hate my personality,
even if you say,
it's amazing,
I hate my life,
even if you say,
It's what made me who I am,
what made into,
the girl you love.

Now I say,
Goodbye,
Because I'm going to purge,
I'm going to slice,
and I'm going to sleep,
and hopefully,
never awaken.

Reviews

[Mattox]

well played

[Glarthir]

Mmmmm