Bipolar

Meh.....

I may possibly be bi-polar. Lately I have been searching up information
about it, trying to see if I had symptoms, it turns out, I have almost all
the symptoms of Manic, and most for depression, which means that I may be mixed episodes.

I asked my mom to make me an appointment with my doctor, but since he is
gone for a few weeks on vacation, I will be stuck wondering until then.

If I have Bipolar Disorder, I have no idea what I'll do. Lithium is a drug
used to help, but the side effects include gaining weight and all that,
which I don't want.

IF I AM bipolar, I won't know what to tell my friends, or if I care if
everyone knows. I have no idea what to do.

But I know my depressions are getting worse, and someday soon, I may cut
too deep in my lows. I just hope if I do, that someone will miss me.