DestructiveA Poem by Seth DeAlba
What is with all these things I do?
Self destructive behaviors that leave me reeling From blow upon blow to my soul Why do I do this? What is wrong with me? A thousand questions like sandpapers Killing me with indecision and anger Utter destruction of what is whole and good Leaving me a shell of what I could have been Craving things I shouldn't have Wishing for an end to the suffering I cause Maybe I should just disappear? Leave and never return? But I cannot do that That would hurt too bad Hurt too many Life seems like a grey dull cloud Of utter despair There are no cares when you have no reason to live And less reason to die Why did it all happen? Why was I born? All these things dragging me down Perhaps there is a reason for it Perhaps not All I know Is that there isn't enough heart to go around And everything these people demand Destroys me Completely
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1 Review Added on July 18, 2015 Last Updated on July 18, 2015 Tags: Destruction, Drugs. Drug, Depression, Anger, Hate, Beginnings. Endings AuthorSeth DeAlbaCOAboutAsk if you want to know. I enjoy writing poetry, Never have I ever written a book (I want to though.) I am open to most things, I wish to be talked to and to be reviewed. As time goes on my writing w.. more..Writing
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