Bonfire Soul
A Manic-depressive South
Florida slam-danced with our anxious souls. Nocturnal soles left earth like jilted
lovers, only to return in the forgiving cuddly mornings. We ate Clematis Street
wrapped in stale midnight hotdog buns. There were drum circles pulsing through
my hot veins fueling the punk rock smirk on my reggae mouth. Suddenly, the
cultural boundaries at either side of my sexy adolescent path became arms waiting
to embrace whatever sliver of me drifted into their incalculable countenance.
John was always on the left waving wolf tattoos like battle flags. He would
shout made-up words like scripture: “dangler-dangler digiroptus!” and “shmagburner
cartwright cattle-baron teets!” And people would sing along to his beautiful
nonsense with gleaming child-eyes and half-mast whiskey-mouths that must have
been stolen from mischievous cherubs. Geoff was always on the right with a
bellyful of multicolored pills and a pit bull head full of pulsating sunshine.
He would jump four feet straight up into the air, make superhuman flip-kicks
and land in the same brazen swagger he had before he left the asphalt. His
followers would cheer and attempt to recreate these magical movements, but,
usually, they’d land like yard-darts with their swirly heads drilling into the
sidewalk. I was always in the middle. I made noises like a wounded jungle
creature, and, of course, the whole city sang along. It was glorious for a few
nectar-trickled flickers in the eye of naked Time. We all breathed and swayed
in perfect unity like forest of thin pines haphazardly planted in the middle of
a busy highway. Cars shined by at top speeds with their horns honking happy rebellion
against whatever grizzly serpent dared to raise its ugly political head.
Skyscrapers clapped their hands and whooped the urban cash-and-carry gospel of
mortality. We were there. We were whole. We were one. That sort seed planted in
the soul never stops bearing fruit as days and years peel from the crying onion
planet that rolls on withered shoulders. We are the holders of a lovely Then
that will never match the wrinkled plane-Jane Now. Yet, somehow, it all becomes
a fluid amalgam of smiles and dances and youth and wisdom orbiting an eternal
bonfire soul. Driftwood makes green flames. Green flames can never be
extinguished.