Conflict

Conflict, Reflection

Your sober spells
They don't seem to last more than 3 days
Going out with friends
you are always out in bad company

No word if you are dead or alive,
I'd say something
But I don't have the right
Because you are not mine...

You are always saying
"When do you expect to be married, not to me of course?!"
"There's no telling anything until we meet"
"Not to make attachments until something is confirmed"
And I get what you are saying

And I try to keep my distance
Then you turn around and call me babe,
my gem
whatever else silly little word that comes to your mind
That I know that you don't really mean

So I'm trying to keep my distance
Because this would be over soon
And I don't want to be that silly little naive girl
Again!
Left behind...