Depressing then Happy

All this happiness is depressing

Nothing can make me happy anymore

I miss how it used to be with my blood showing

The feeling of the razor across my wrist

Shadows cloud my joy that i have left

missing you helps none

for many miles away i can't hold nor love you 

wishes are not strong enough to get you by my side now

Yet my love for you is never the less the same

my heart will always be yours

Our love can never be forgotten nor broken

i am yours and always will be