Betrayal

Right now no, but i do appreciate your kindness

towards me in many ways i can't explain,

I shall wait for I am not ready for your suggestion yet

because they have been burned from my heart

and destroyed from within,

It may change in time,

But I do not know for i am only a mere child in a 

since a way a child has been shot with the reaper's 

arrow,

I will have to wait sometime and it'll pass so i might

heal hopefully before this affection kills me first,

the dispear of loneliness as i will not dare remove the 

arrow for sure will kill me instantly,

And it kills me and takes me from this world i love dearly.