Despair

slip into nothingness monster my friend

Slip into nothingness, dear child o mine

Where the birds do sing, and the sun thus shines

They answered your call, too soon or too late

Because something obviously got lost in translation

So cut my throat out,

Shove a bullet in my head

Bleed my dry

And see who notices me now

No one can hear you scream in this dark room,

no one will bother to care

All you want is the sun to shine again

And for the voices to stop

Worthless, broken, and perfectly flawed

Hopeless, normal, with no problems in sight

Quiet caring, and nervously shy

These are the things that you will be remembered for

Cowardly dusted upon a road paved red

The sun will shine again

And so will you

Because you are too afraid

you are afraid of dying

afraid of living

too scared to hurt yourself

too scared to admit it

so sing to me o sweet child

sing to me your problems

sing to me your worries and fears

but alas, no one will listen, no one will care

There's a long train ahead

and it all ends the same place

there's no effort in trying

but there's no effort in in crying either

Sleep child o mine

Tomorrow with rise

and so shall you

Up until your last breathing moments

You are in despair

Author's Note

has all been given up on. With suicidal thoughts running through your veins, but no courage to go through with it. What excuse do you have, a pathetic excuse for a teenage girl.

Reviews

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

I love how it opens, and ends. It it absolutely beautiful to read.

[Luna Zerimar]

So sad.

I loved this. I can relate to it all too well.

[Pure Innocence]

Wow so dark and enthralling... well done! It gives me chills but I can feel the despair. Amazing work.

[Sami Khalil]

Haven't read your wonderful writes in a while. So glad to see you back writing. Bravo..................