Never to be told

Self explanatory.

I've seen you for years, yet I've never had gone to talk
Lacking the balls I let time go by and just admired from afar.
I think you're beautiful, but I would barely have the guts to say it often
Out of fear of messing up your mood, and seeing you in other relationships
I don't approach you because you're talking to others
Or it's that I might not interest you, you've approached me once, but I feel that maybe I'm not the one on your mind when we talk.
Don't think I'm blaming you, it's understandable if you don't feel the same
I waited years to say a simple hi, a year before your last
Even if you never tried as well, I didn't either.
It's not a rut that I'm in, it's just a path I'm going on, and it isn't one you're on.
Even if I go on the same one, I'll probably never catch up.
But, I still think you're amazing
I still want to get closer
Even if I get nothing from it
Even if I can never confess
I guess I'll still go on
Perseverance can really suck sometimes
Or maybe it's just my arrogance
I know you'll never read this, so I can say this for once and it isn't just in my head
I love you, so I hope your life is something to remember, and that whoever you're with, is one hell of a person.
I'm really glad I got to know just bit of you, thanks for those memories

Author's Note

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