One Moment... Next Moment...

can I help you?

You love me one day

hate me the next

You pity me in the morning

and hit me in the noon

you smile at me at lunchtime

and glare at me by dinner

you apologize in a second

and take it back within the hour

 

you leave me confused

what did I do?

did I make you angry?

did I make you sad?

well whatever it was

won't you tell me?

just to make sure I don't do it again?

 

you embrace me on Tuesday

and slap me on Wednesday

you rely on my on Saturday

then ignore me on Sunday

if you had a smile you would give it to me

and if you had a gun you would shoot me

 

you leave me hurt

are you ok?

you can tell me

aren't I your friend?

or did that change?

within the day...

what did I say?

 

you kiss me behind the wall

then kick me at school

you compliment me once

then I hear you insult me twice

 

you leave me distraught

am I a freak?

for doing this to you?

is it even my fault?

or are you just so mad...

will you hear me out?

or am I beyond forgiveness?

 

you tell me you love me

and then deny me in return

 

it's true though I love you

you're my friend, should I not care?

and yet you refuse me

even when I want to help

but maybe it was my fault

in that lapse of time something happened

and if so... I'm so sorry...

 

and whatever it was... I was wrong...

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[Egao-onna]

The tragic story of one who faces unrelenting scorn at the hands of someone who is confused and hurt.