“Ya I’m fine”

This is a poem of my conflicted feelingS between myself and my secret lover of mine. The worst part is someone warned me not to take this path but it was already too late. For I had already fallen....

Ask me “if I’m okay?”
I’ll say “yeah I’m fine”
To shy away the worries
With a fake smile
Hiding the countless times
I’ve cried myself to sleep.....
Fearing you will leave or betray me
Just like all The others
What good is healing if only to be broken
Over and over for all eternity.....?
You make no contact or words
Trying to explain

During the day
Most of the time
I’m fine but
When the sun sets
So does that impure smile of mine
Won’t last til nine

Told many Times over
That I risk it all
For you and for alone
However it may come to be
My worst nightmare once more.....

Ask me if I’m okay
I’ll always “Ya I’m fine”
As I wave a smile
When inside a war is raging
Wishing it all stop
Unfortunately thats never the case
For there is more than love at stake here....!

Author's Note

Thoughts, comments???? I always love to hear everyone’s thoughts!

Reviews

[Midnight Baron ⚜&..]

I myself think this is rather touching. Love is a far complicated concept and never one love is the same. All we can do is try bringing the concepts of love together by their similarities. I see here the question of whether the choice was right, or if it was how long can it last. The fact that the one is aware that there is more at stake than just an emotion makes it all the greater. Work on my dear, I look forward to more works.

[Midnight Baron ⚜&..]

I myself think this is rather touching. Love is a far complicated concept and never one love is the same. All we can do is try bringing the concepts of love together by their similarities. I see here the question of whether the choice was right, or if it was how long can it last. The fact that the one is aware that there is more at stake than just an emotion makes it all the greater. Work on my dear, I look forward to more works.