You're gone

I can remember it as clear as day

You were here and I was bursting with joy

Happy to see you

Embracing you warmly

Then, in a flash, you're out of my grasp

and you're gone just like that

four years of bonding right down the f*****g drain

All because of you

Because of YOU, you dumbfuck,

you piece of s**t!

I hate you for making me feel like crap

I hate you for making me like this

Next thing I know I'm back in my room

And I'm crying

And I'm so f*****g pissed, so f*****g angry I could scream

And I'm breaking down, contemplating ways to get my 

mind off the pain I feel inside and project it to an outer 

feeling of agony. 

And my teeth sink into my flesh, my arm numbing

And I can't help but think:

Yes

Because it hurts like i had wanted it to

but then

I can't help but feel like it's not enough. 

Author's Note

There are no such things as friends anymore. Fuck people.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Strong and harsh words in this poem. I could feel the anger and disappointment in every line. Better to write down negative emotions. Acting out negative and saying things can create a blockage forever. I learn the hard way. Better to walk away and try to find a better road and place to be. A powerful poem with a lot of emotion and disappointment. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[FuzzyWuzzyPandaOfAwesom..]

The emotion and raw energy from this poem is just mindblowing, It feels like I can see through your eyes and feel every tinge of pain and heartbreak at the loss of someone I cared about.

[DC Gentleman]

The transparency of the soul speaks volumes... great work!!

[al25]

I think this poem is refereshing. I really your true angry emotions. Too many people care about what other people think its just nice to cus it out.

[Cassiopia Summers]

I'm sorry Honey... Talk? Messge me if you'd like. It's a good poem. I can feel the anger eminating between each word.