Forever Alone

Forever Alone

 

 

 

 

She’s set

He’s set

They both have love.

 

But what do I have?

Nothing.

 

I’ll never achieve a love so great

From anyone.

 

I’ll be the only one of my friends

And family that won’t have a story to tell

Of how, when I was younger, some guy

Willingly came and swept me off my feet.

 

I’m jealous of what they have

Because I know I’ll never have anything

Like that.

 

People treat me like I’m a germ.

Nobody even wants to come near me.

 

My first kiss?

Ha, Funny. Not even that I’ll get.

 

If I’m lucky,

Some guy might get paid to tell

Me that I’m pretty, or even that I’m cute

And offer to be my date for the rest of the

Night at the next party I’ll be going to

A million years into the future.

 

I’m sour,

I’m mean,

I’m crabby,

I’m a b***h

 

Who wants a person like that?

I wouldn’t.

So why would anyone else?

 

I’m selfish

I’m a w***e

I say all the wrong things

I can’t do anything right

I eat everything that’s in sight.

Nobody wants a fat pig for a girlfriend

Nobody wants someone who goes around

If you catch my drift.

 

I’ve been passed around,

Like I’m some type of dirty diaper

 

I’m used goods

Funny how people lie

Saying that I’m worth more than I think.

 

But you know what I say?

You’re all liars

In this cold, crude, demented place

This twisted hell hole of fire.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Before you ask, this is how I really feel. Think of that what you will. I'm just sick and tired of life right now. Jealousy is eating away at my soul, as you can see. -_- The world as we know it was never meant for me.

Reviews

[JelliFyshKissUs]

But you know what I say?
You’re all liars

And we find the reason why she covets what others have and yet is not willing to reevaluate herself to gather eggs into her own little nest. It is the carpenter who blames his shoddy tools for the poor workmanship. Live IS what you make it. Don't give up, live on. And find the positivity in all negativity. Point of view means everything my dear. **hugs**

[David W Moore III]

There is power and pain here in large amounts. I can feel your pain because you write beautifully. This is all I know of you, but it is beauty.

[Cynthia]

Well, actually, I kind of feel the same,
sick and tired of life....... This is actually how I always feel.
Love this really much.

[the-One-with-the-Darkne..]

i feel this way alot. i really like this i m sorry u feel this way but i completly understnad if u need to talk send me a mesage..

[Kesha]

I can't say that I know how it feels, because I don't so I'm not going to lie and say I do, but I will say this you have so great talent and keep writing because I love reading it! :)

[(JR) Joshua Hernandez]

yeah, i feel similar with love, I can't seem to find it, very good poem

[EverEmma]

Your have a beautiful soul despite the many scars and bruises. Have you ever seen the movie Shallow Hal. Its something I think you need to watch, it will give you a good laugh and show that the girl with long legs and a pretty face arent always the nicest chicks around....if you catch my drift. I know that someday you will find someone perfect for you, there are plenty of men in the world. He will love you for who you are and think you are more beautiful than the prettiest flower. I know I sound like some therapist pumped up on happy pills but its the truth. Kristen, do not under any circumstances give up. Someday you wil be a famous author I will come to your book signing and ask "Remember me? It's Emma, EverEmma" And you'd better remember me!! Alright this is getting long so I shall bid you a happy anniversary of your diary. Have a wonderful day Kristen Wallen.

[Coyote Poetry]

Each of us is different. Some of us are lucky and find reason and purpose. Hard to believe life will get better. Took me 20 years and 3 years in Europe for me to understand and find my reason and purpose. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Ain't no angels on this earth. We learn by trial and error. Jealously can blind us from the good around us. A powerful poem. We all feel pissed off and wanting more. It is a good thing. It means we are alive and want more.
Coyote