Forever Alone

Forever Alone

 

 

 

 

She’s set

He’s set

They both have love.

 

But what do I have?

Nothing.

 

I’ll never achieve a love so great

From anyone.

 

I’ll be the only one of my friends

And family that won’t have a story to tell

Of how, when I was younger, some guy

Willingly came and swept me off my feet.

 

I’m jealous of what they have

Because I know I’ll never have anything

Like that.

 

People treat me like I’m a germ.

Nobody even wants to come near me.

 

My first kiss?

Ha, Funny. Not even that I’ll get.

 

If I’m lucky,

Some guy might get paid to tell

Me that I’m pretty, or even that I’m cute

And offer to be my date for the rest of the

Night at the next party I’ll be going to

A million years into the future.

 

I’m sour,

I’m mean,

I’m crabby,

I’m a b***h

 

Who wants a person like that?

I wouldn’t.

So why would anyone else?

 

I’m selfish

I’m a w***e

I say all the wrong things

I can’t do anything right

I eat everything that’s in sight.

Nobody wants a fat pig for a girlfriend

Nobody wants someone who goes around

If you catch my drift.

 

I’ve been passed around,

Like I’m some type of dirty diaper

 

I’m used goods

Funny how people lie

Saying that I’m worth more than I think.

 

But you know what I say?

You’re all liars

In this cold, crude, demented place

This twisted hell hole of fire.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Before you ask, this is how I really feel. Think of that what you will. I'm just sick and tired of life right now. Jealousy is eating away at my soul, as you can see. -_- The world as we know it was never meant for me.

Reviews

[JelliFyshKissUs]

But you know what I say?
You’re all liars

And we find the reason why she covets what others have and yet is not willing to reevaluate herself to gather eggs into her own little nest. It is the carpenter who blames his shoddy tools for the poor workmanship. Live IS what you make it. Don't give up, live on. And find the positivity in all negativity. Point of view means everything my dear. **hugs**

[Rose Tyler]

Jealousy is a cruel thing to endure, but we all have to put up with it, or else we will never know greater joy..

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This was really sad..it made me frown...no one will ever leave you alone...you will have friends that care for you.....

[heich]

sad much...i sighed..

[Ruth]

Through darkness, comes light:) It may not seem so but it eventually does! The jealousy is a swings and roundabouts factor of the heart, never good or nice:(
The world was never meant for anyone! We all just have to ride the wave love, great poem, cathartic, I hope, hugs xx

[Matthew Kult]

Hello Kristen,

I too have found myself in a way jealous of those around. Jealous of those who seem to have so much more than what I have. I guess you could say I covet what others have. A mortal sin. I just keep telling myself that all will be okay in the long run, and I will earn what I get. I just have to keep telling myself that it will get better.

Regards,

Matthew

[Forever Mine]

I'm sorry you feel like this, I do believe though that everybody will find their true love, just not where you expect it. Somebody there believes you are beautiful i am sure. Anywho, on the poem, it is very beautiful.

[Sports Girl]

You know I love you and care about you and that id never lie to you.

[Cassiopia Summers]

That's a lie, but I know you won't believe me when I say it. So I'll type it.
You were mean't for the world, and the world was mean't for you. You're just having a rough time. Good poem.

[Christy Sargent]

Have you ever heard the saying, "Press on", Kristen? Press on with your beautiful and profound writing. Press on with life. You have richness in your writing and rich stories to tell.