When will it end?

When will it end?

The torment, the agony.

When will it cease?

The sorrow, the strong desire

Of wanting something, somebody,

Anybody to love me, like me even, hold me.

When will it die, leave?

The jealousy that comes when I have to watch

Someone I love, and someone who once loved me,

Fall for someone prettier, older, wiser than me.

When will all these figment of imaginations, feelings or

Emotions, if you will, just go away, fly away and leave me?

When will it go?

The fear, the strong sense to rip all photographs of myself.

I do not know.

But I do know one thing for sure:

Anger, Agony, Fear, jealousy, sorrow, and loneliness are all that's left inside of me.

There is no happiness, no joy swimming around in my soul at this period in my life.

Now, all I ask now is…when will it end?