Dead Inside

I write this from a hospital bed

Two hours ago my son was pronounced dead

 

I've lost all my love

My husband died without a care in his head

 

 

My son died too, his sister on the way

I guess the cancer just wouldn't stray

 

 

So many pregnancies, so many tears

Its like facing the toughest of fears

 

I'm practically dead, my soul has parted

The prescence of life has quickly darted.

 

 

Rest in Peace

Nathanial James

Author's Note

I miscarried my most recent pregnancy, this is just a poem I wrote in the hosptial. Nothing good. Just feelings