This Is How I Dream

This is the blinding steam squall spray of a fractured heart shattering perfect glass

no more feelings flowing

I'm putting on the STEEL HEART caused by a ruthless reckless life crash

Disintegration Completion

Alienation transformation

Satisfaction Cancellation

December froze my wish

I rode the edge of murder and danced under a cascade of forgiveness

I dwelled in dreams and forgot to live

I SWAYED ON VINES OF LOVE AND GOT SWALLOWED BY A MONSTER'S GRIN

I'm the survivor of Isolation

the survivor of intimidation

I crossed the roads of indignation

and like Fire it left me with scarring skin.

My child was hunted by Reptillain Kings

seduced by the lust of thieves 

but both claws made my soul scream

both claws made my soul scream

4 claws scratched my Heart's dream

Submerged in a midnight madness pool gene'

when words gave birth to Rising Dreams

Life Gives Death to Rising Dreams

my heart still forms my dreams

 my heart still forms my dreams

help me to break open

so the truth can release my heart for free

truth can set me free

 love can give me peace.

Let me ride the jet stream carefree on a cloud's sleeve

Help DECEMBER BREATHE

this is a half crescent moon slammed beneath the mean reef

living with the Sea's GRIEF

snowflakes melt on Autumn Leaves

and this is how my heart bleeds

this is how my soul screams

caught on Sorrow's wings

when the fire shapes the violet ring

this fire is my hornet sting

riding in the jet stream

this is how the halos ski

this is how the halos ski

and this is how I dream.

This is where fear or love is made by Everything

rejection helped turn the key

Destruction turns the key 

to another world inside me.

Indigo sprays the mountain peak

alone the incline seems so steep

but this is what the cold brings

this is what the cold brings

this is what my heart sings when poems cross the sun.

Hard Winds take my leaves

I'm soul stripped of every color and roaming lost again

I'm scraping through the thick reef with new claws made for me

reaching for a Haven where Despair is not the SEA

somebody should have warned me before I sunk the moon

that life is harsh and bitter when you stumble through the gloom.

There is no refuge from the pain but where the skyline meets the waters edge 

Twilight softly rains

In the searing distant glow, I flow my silent love to YOU.

December's slowly waking, gasping for a breath

living on the ridgid side of an Ancient MOUNTAIN CREST...

This is the blinding steam squall spray of a fractured heart

I'm starving for the sun rays to shine back on my leaves

There's a storm around every corner

but this is what the cold brings

when your captured in a jet stream

December turns crimson on a cloud's sleeve

Snowflakes melt on Autumn leaves

and this is how my heart bleeds

when I'm caught on broken wings

the steam is all I breathe

falling from a jet stream

this is how a comet skis

this is how a poem sings trailblazing across the sun

feelings flow Salvation's dust right into a rapid stream

cascade into my thoughts again so I can drink you in

I'm breathing out the steam 

forming icy halo rings

this is how the fire skis

this is how the fire skis

along my hidden track of tears

this is how I dream

this is how I dream...

Reviews

[Scott Lee]

Thanks it's always nice to hear that especially from an amazing aritist such as yourself. Much appreciated.

[Samantha ~virginpoet]

I like it a lot ... dont know what to say I'm speechless