I Still See You

Moonlight trapped

 your eyes

electric white possibilities dazzling my bleeding vision.

Red slivered rivers burning

 formless in my eyes of silence.

I still See You.

Your ghost became Rain

Dripping steady in my Pond.

Outside the rectangle window

I hear a man screaming in the streets

close by the bus depot

 everyone is going mad.

 This is how I feel.

 Soon the cops will come and beat and arrest us all.

 I still See You.

My love won't stop Leaking out into Forever.

I try to make it stop but your hands are gone

 pulled back, making it worse.

 Long silent conversations are writing private love letters to You

  in my head.

  My heart won't stop painting your face

  wishing You Here

  so I could pull you inside

  kidnap you into my canvas

  and

   let you feel it ALL,

    so you will know me.

  I am true. This is honest.

   My love is a screaming Man

    standing on top of a silver train headed toward a canyon wall

 where your tunnel never burrowed passage for me.

   I still See YOU.

   Restless as Summer fever.

   
Hiking my Haunted Peaks.

   Strolling with my heart in your hands

 
  pulled out from the canvas

  blood spraying wild.

  Your flailing hands mimicking Jackson Pollock

  turning white, Cinderella clouds to a deep deep crimson.

I still See You.

  My love won't stop leaking out into Forever.

 Even though, even though I escaped your prison

   and cut the f*****g chains.

    Moonlight traps your eyes

   in this window

   as I lay and paint You

   maybe as a way to put myself through exaggerated,
     extended,  and mind bending tortures.

    I Still See You.

   I Still See You

  I Still See YOU
 
And

 
You still have no idea

  how much I'll always love you.