Wait / WeightA Poem by SazakuI didn't mean to come to this quiet place and upon these sacrosanct lines, erase. I just... can't even begin to put to words what goes on behind the shutter boards of this shadow box I in jest name my heart. The actors still have yet to learn their parts. You require of me to set a stage but I can't quite reach through this sturdy cage. The knightly pieces all lack force to move while I'm stuck here in a sullen groove. It would surely my manic mind behoove if I might be from this furrowed track removed. But I'm afraid I'm mired here in shame 'til I reach the end of this ghoulish game. As if the very cosmos decreed that no one dare shall come or leave until, at last, I fail to breathe. Only then have I earned a fair reprieve. Is it so much trouble to want a guide if every dead end is another scar to hide? Eventually there will be no more to bite if you chomp so hard every time you're right and I'm wrong, as I'm doomed to perpetuate. But you try taking flight with all this weight bound to your throat like a vile albatross. Cursing my words to be naught but dross. I just wanted, for a little while, to believe. That I had a part to play in this ephemeral dream. I've overstayed my welcome, or so it seems... I guess it's about time to take my leave. Go back to the drawing board, and try to conceive whatever it is that you keep expecting from me.
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1 Review Added on December 25, 2018 Last Updated on December 25, 2018 AuthorSazakuKYAboutWords in chiseled stone bear truths I can't bear to share. But I fear I must. ------------------------------------------------ I'm just a student pretending to be a writer, pretending to be a .. more..Writing
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