That time I wanted to die

Just a poem that's been on my mind.

There was a time I wanted to die.
Because the sound of the pain fluttered away with the cold wind.
if I stayed where I was supposed to stay
I never would have experienced this cloudy rainy day.
And you you would be right with me in the end.

There was time when I wanted to die.
Because the echoes of the past just never seemed to leave.
So maybe if I tried to run away I'd never have to see this place.
And I'll always have a smile on my face.

This is the reason why I wanted to die.
All the empty spots in hell never filled.
crimes are there but never seen
and that is really unfair to me.
So I'll keep staying alive to feel this grief.

Here's the reason why I still want to die.
There was never any place me none that I've seen.
I search and look and scream and cry.
when I really just want scream and die.
but that reality is just dream...
I'll pass it by.

Why is it that I want to die?
All my emotions are waking up maybe that's why.?
They push and pull break me down.
To a place where no one is ever found.
So I'm left here alone to suffer in the dark.

I remember there was a time I really wanted to die.

Because you left me there alone... you never came.
The spirit that you left with me will lead me to eternity. And nothing will be around when I am "found"

Author's Note

Be real with me.